July 27th, 2008. The first time we broke up, it was on bad terms. We fought even after we went on that ‘break.’ We basically called each other all sorts of swear words and despised one another a lot after it. But we were so determined to stay friends and be in each others lives that we were willing to live with all the negative energy we were producing collectively.
Category: "Diary Of A Dumb Girl"
August 11th, 2006. We spoke constantly; a lot more on the phone, and mainly at night. He actually had a very sexy voice to listen to, so I really enjoyed speaking to him. It was manly, but not too deep. It sounded something like a bedroom voice. I wanted to completely erase his looks from my brain and try and fall for who he was. I started to see the
October 9th, 2005. For four days we hardly spoke. A ‘hi’ here, and a ‘how was your day’ there. It was all because it was leading to this day. He broke up with me. He broke up with me over MSN. He claimed that he had been thinking about it a lot lately and that he actually didn’t want to be in a relationship anymore. I cried so hard my
Sometimes you’re not the dumb girl because you fell for someone’s misleading mind games. Sometimes you’re not the victim. It’s not always the case that your heart is broken by another. There may be a time where you do it all on your own. Sometimes you’re the dumb girl because you had a perfectly good guy and you decided he wasn’t good enough for you, so instead of letting him
August 16th, 2008. I spent most of my year so far, hanging out with friends and getting part-time work, just trying really hard to get him off my mind. My only memory of 2007 was him. He took up so much of it, that it was hard to not fully think about him. I had other guys try to chat-me up and what not, but he still played at the
April 30th, 2007. His band was offered a few gigs in Sydney which they played over the last few days. He came back with a gift. It was sticker; a type from a label maker that said his name and mine, and in between our names was a red love heart. As soon as I received the gift, I think that was where I finally figured out what butterflies in
Remember when you were 16 and you thought you knew what love was? A guy’s attention was always more important than homework, house chores or even your friends. Having a boyfriend at 16 was like a victory, because if you managed to get one, you achieved that success sooner than most girls your age. You felt empowered and more mature. But, we are always so dumb and naïve at that
February 11th, 2010. At this stage, we were still nothing. We were just a boy and a girl hooking up. Well, I was the girl with the same false, high hopes, and he was the guy that still kept me there for a just-in-case scenario. Well, they were the vibes I was getting. We hung out a lot, still, despite the events from the months before. We would meet outside
October 2nd, 2009. Nothing changed. It didn’t become awkward after that conversation in April, but nothing advanced. We were still hanging out, whether it was alone at the car park of our local fast food restaurant, or all together at the local car wash with his friends that would become my friends also. Then, we would go to a club all together on a Saturday night. We were spending so
Every girl has that one guy she goes totally dumb for. He takes her heart, breaks it, tears it, stabs it, and she continues to trust that he will mend it. He’s that guy that never really commits to her, but she is convinced it’s just the start of a blossoming love. He’s the one that makes her over analyse everything. He’s every move means something. But, he keeps her